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Wednesday, July 31, 2013

On Death



Yesterday morning I had to take Maddie to the Dentist as she's starting to get her wisdom teeth in already.  Our Dentist and my good friend Paul Bacino gave her a script for an antibiotic as she had some swelling in the lymph nodes in her neck and he wanted that cleared up before she had oral surgery for the tooth that is coming in.  

While waiting for the script to be filled I ran into Dwayne Slunicko who told me that Kathy Stinson, a friend of ours and the companion of our landlord Dale Slunicko had passed away earlier that morning.  She had been in the Hospice House for the last few days, but she had been battling cancer for many, many years.  Kathy was always a wonderful lady and my wife Gail always thought the world of her and had made it a priority to pray for Kathy's health all these many years.  

I was very sad to hear of her passing but at the same time one cannot help but feel a sense of joy for her.  As I told Dwayne, we morn for ourselves as we miss having our loved one with us but I said to him "imagine the wonderful day she is having today".  Praise God that she is no longer in pain and she is now in his all loving, all gracious, and all encompassing embrace.  Ours should always be tears of joy for the beauty and love that our loved one is experiencing at that moment of passing from this world into the next.  A world that I nor anyone else can tell you what it exactly is like, all I can tell you is it's a world where we are reunited with the Almighty and whatever that is like has to be amazing!

Here is a link to Kathy's short obituary.  Much, much more could have been said about her and I'm sure given the circumstances she may likely have written this or at the very least reviewed it before her death.  She was a lovely lady and Gail and I shall miss her in this world, but we look forward to seeing her again in the next.

Obituary for Kathy Stinson


At the Gallery we frequently have people bring in mementos of loved ones that they've recently lost.  Today an elderly lady came in with a certificate that she wanted framed.  The certificate was her brother's for his Masters degree in Music.  She had just returned home from attending his funeral in Florida and she said it was the only thing from him that she now had.  

We picked out the framing for it and she gave me the go ahead on the order.  Afterwards she just wandered around the Gallery looking at the art, but she returned to the order counter several times to touch the certificate and look at it with very sad eyes.  Finally she said goodbye and I gave her a short blessing and told her to take care of herself.  It was so sad to see her and how difficult it was for her to leave behind the only thing she had of her brother.  One of the rewards of what we do is helping people to preserve their precious memories and memorabilia.

As I drive to and from work each day I pass a small mortuary.  It seems that recently they have viewings or services pretty much each day.  (In fact I've done this for the last two nights in a row) Every time I go by and the lot is full of cars I shut off my radio and say out loud a short prayer for the friends, family and loved ones of the departed individual.  Praising God for His grace and asking for comfort for all those who cared for and are grieving the loss of their loved one.

For me death has seemed to always define my own life.  I've always made a point of going to funerals of those I've known as for whatever reason it is very important to me to pay my last respects.

Of course we really don't go to funerals for the person that has passed rather we either go for ourselves or for the other friends, family and loved ones of the deceased.  But none the less I have always had the incredible compulsion to go to the services of my family, friends and loved ones.  My older brother Merrill and his wife Karen and I even traveled all the way to New Mexico to attend the service and internment of my father's older brother Elton Karlen.

I can think back to funeral's that have really had impacts on me and I can outline transformations in my own life.  Some were good, some were very bad, some helped me focus my life, some left me wandering and unsettled.  Death is sometimes just as transforming to the living as the dead.  If we are aware of this power that it has over us, perhaps we can then make sure that it is always for the best and not something destructive.

A great tool towards that end is the book; "All Our Losses / All Our Grief" by Kenneth Mitchell & Herbert Anderson.  It's one of the best books I've read thus far and one I truly need to go back and read again.

The book "All Our Losses / All Our Grief" on Amazon.

If nothing else witnessing a death is a wake up call to all the rest of us, to always tell those whom you love that you do love them.  As none of us is assured of tomorrow, at least not tomorrow in this world.

In His Love & Grace Always,
Roy

Monday, July 22, 2013

35th Class Reunion and meeting with an old college friend.

Class of 1978 Chamberlain, SD
Photo taken 7/13/2013 at the Reunion Banquet
WmRoy Karlen photo
Well.... last weekend (July 12 & 13) was my 35th High School Reunion back in good old Chamberlain, South Dakota.  It's hard to believe it's been 35 years ago that I graduated from High School.  At times when I think back it seems like it was so long ago but then other times I remember going off to SDSU (South Dakota State University) in the fall like it was yesterday.  In fact I think I was going to my freshman orientation pretty close to 35 years ago from right about now.  That was a great time so exciting and I remember vividly the dance we had there in the evening.  Which honestly seems odd to think of because neither of my kid's had dances for their orientation sessions.  Of course Creath went to a Baptist College so that's understandable and UNL (University of Nebraska in Lincoln) is so very big that I suppose they couldn't really pull something like that off.

Class of 1978 Chamberlain SD
Photo taken 7/13/2013
WmRoy Karlen Photo

Class of 1978 Chamberlain SD
Photo taken 7/12/2013
WmRoy Karlen Photo
I'm not sure exactly how many of my classmates actually made it home for the reunion as some were there for the gathering on Friday night that didn't make it to the events on Saturday and some just showed up Saturday for the 'official photo' at the Banquet.  Unfortunately though we had more folks at the Friday night event and more at the bar on Saturday night than were in the photo at the banquet.  Looking at the photos it looks like 22 of us were actually captured on film which isn't a bad showing for a class of 98 people.  It was a great gathering and I enjoyed visiting with folks I really only see every few years.  Some of them I don't think I'd seen since our graduation day to be honest.  

Friday night I spent quite a bit of time talking to my good friend Greg Powell who of course I have kept in contact with and whom I talk to on the phone on a fairly regular basis.  Greg's wife Terri and my wife Gail spent a good part of the evening on Friday night visiting while Greg and I focused on our classmates and they decided that we should make arrangements sometime to meet in Sioux Falls for dinner or something.  That would be great as we both just love Greg and Terri and we so rarely get to spend time together.  Saturday night the Powell's were in Sioux Falls to attend the wedding for Greg's younger brother Brad's oldest daughter.  I haven't seen Brad since College but from what Greg tells me he's doing very well and has a great family.  

I was asked to give the invocation at the banquet which I was happy to do for all the alumni.  Shared some of my own words along with a prayer adapted from the writings of St. Francis of Assisi.

While in Chamberlain we stayed with and had a great visit with my older brother Merrill Jr. and his wife Karen.  Jr. and I went out on Saturday to see Mother at the Ranch and she coerced us each into having a slice of pecan pie (didn't take much effort on her part for me as this is my favorite kind of pie and nobody makes it like Mother) as well as a slice of fresh strawberry pie.  Mother has always baked great pies and it has sad to say been too many years since I've gotten up to enjoy one.  We had a nice visit with her and my sister Laura who now lives with Mother.

On Sunday we went to Church with Jr. and Karen at the United Church of Christ in Chamberlain.  Their new Pastor seems like a good guy and gave a good sermon even though I was very tired from staying up late the night before.  I always enjoy visiting the UCC in Chamberlain as it brings back many memories from my youth.

While Gail and I went up to attend my reunion Creath came home from Sioux Falls to babysit the cats and dogs here at home.  Otherwise there would be nobody here to let the girls out since Madeline and her friend Danielle were still working their way back to Omaha from Maine where they had spent a little over a week with Danielle's grandparents.  Maddie got to go into New York City and Boston while she was back east.  They had a great time with Danielle's family there and Danielle's grandparents just loved Maddie to pieces.  They told her she was welcome to come and stay with them anytime even without Danielle.  The grandfather is a big collector of albums and he gave Maddie several old classic rock albums, among them two Foreigner albums which I threatened to snatch from her.

Madeline made it home late on Saturday the 13th and had a chance to have a good visit with Creath before he headed back to Sioux Falls on Sunday afternoon.  He left before we made it back home from Chamberlain but left his car with us which needed some work done and drove my car back to Sioux Falls.  So I had his car repaired this past week and yesterday (July 21st) Gail and I drove up to Sioux Falls and traded cars with him.  We had intended to attend Church in Sioux Falls but we forgot to set the alarm and over slept so we didn't get to Sioux Falls until 12:30 and we just took Creath out for lunch at the Old Chicago.  We didn't get to visit with him for very long unfortunately as he had to go into work.  Gail and I did a bit of shopping (I know, LOL we come from Omaha and go shopping in Sioux Falls) and left Sioux Falls a little after 2:00 pm.

I had earlier in the week contacted one of my old college buddies Kirk Jensen who lives near Beresford, SD.  It seems that whenever we go up North we're always rushing to get home and I never have a chance to drop in and see Kirk.  It had been many, many years since I'd seen him last and honestly both of us have had major life changes since then.  Well this trip I knew we would only be in Sioux Falls a short time and we had nothing pressing to get back to Omaha for so it was the perfect time to try and get together with Kirk.  

We spent about three hours visiting with Kirk and his wife LaJean, and had a wonderful visit.  Enjoyed the rhubarb cobbler with ice cream as well as the great deal of reminiscing that Kirk and I did while our wives visited.  Gail and LaJean seemed to get along well which was good because Kirk and I seemed to quickly settle back into our old relationship.  We even discussed politics and religion and just as we have never agreed we were able to be great friends and enjoy the conversation.  Interestingly enough we have now traded places with Kirk now being the more conservative and me being to the left of him on several topics.  LOL, I would have never guessed that would happen.  

Was great seeing you Kirk and meeting your lovely wife.  I sure hope we're able to keep in touch better than we have for the last 31 years.  Perhaps I'll see if we can work out getting Mr. Forman and Mr. Powell to meet with Kirk and I sometime, it would be even better if we could convince my old roommate Kent Haselhorst to meet with us all.  I genuinely miss all of you guys so much and would thoroughly enjoy a gathering such as that.

Kirk Jensen of Beresford, SD & Roy Karlen of Omaha, NE
Looking good there Kirk!
July 21, 2013
WmRoy Karlen photo
Gail drove all the way up to Sioux Falls and part of the way back so I used that time to do some reading and writing for ELM.  Our next (and last class) for ELM is in Schuyler, NE and it will be a three day session on Presbyterian Polity.  That will be the last gathering for us and then there will just be the graduation in Grand Island which will only be a couple hours long.

We got back into Omaha about 8:15 pm last night and after being gone all day and being so late we decided to just go out to eat so we stopped at the house for just a minute and then slipped over to Applebee's.  I have to laugh at us as we always complain that the kids only ever want to eat at either Applebee's (Maddie) or Chili's (Creath) and here when we have a chance to go someplace else we default to Applebee's.  LOL, well we both were very tired and didn't know what all would be open at that time on a Sunday night so it was just easier to go somewhere familiar.  Once Maddie is off to UNL we have planned to go out to eat on either Saturday or Sunday each week and to try different places.  I keep saying I'm going to start writing down places that I see or hear of that I'd like to try but of course I'm yet to get around to doing that.

Today marks four months to my 54th birthday so starting this week I am now training towards that date.  I of course was training up to my reunion (though I missed my goal body weight by 5 lbs) but since then I've let myself relax a bit and didn't adhere to my diet last week very well (put on 3 pounds too) and I only went to the gym twice last week.  Though I did hit every bodypart once.  This week I am kicking off a different regime focusing on somethings that I feel are lacking.  

Last week I did regular barbell bench presses for the first time in almost two years.  I've avoided them due to my shoulder injuries but I've brought my grip in a bit and I'm hoping that will be enough of a change to allow me to use this movement again.  I don't have any problems doing close grip barbell benches so I'll keep my fingers crossed.  For the last couple of years I've used barbell incline bench presses with a wide grip as the backbone of my chest routine for the most part.  By doing this I've managed to accomplish something that few ever do and that is that now my upper pectorals overshadow my lower pectoral.  Of course there really isn't an upper or lower pectoral but the way the muscle bellies develop it gives that appearance.  Most lifters focus on regular benches so much that they never build a decent upper chest.  I've kind of gone the other direction and will now try to rectify that by trying to bench again as well as throwing back in weighted dips along with continuing to do machine flies.

I have also modified my workout to focus more on deltoid training as my delts have never been to my liking.  On the night when I train delts I also train arms but I will lead off with delts and then at the end finish the workout with another set of delts.  It would make my day if I could get them to finally respond to training the way I'd like, my problem is my body is so pectoral and trapezius dominant that training my deltoids is always difficult.

I'm working on developing an online ministry project, however that is in the discussion and investigation stages and I'm not ready to announce that I've undertaken this project.  It may well be that the liability issues will not allow us to launch this project but I'm praying that I'll be able to work it out and that with the kind assistance of others from all over the world we'll be able to do some good for the world.  But again, I and the others I've contacted about this are uncertain about our own liabilities in doing this so we're trying to determine this before going any further.

I've been working a little bit every night sorting and shelving Jesse's books.  I put up the equivalent of eight 5 shelf bookcases and it looks like I will need to get three more 3 shelf bookcases.  I'll put these under the window in the basement and I'm hoping to slip away this afternoon and pick those up at the Furniture Mart.  That should give me enough room for all of Jesse's books along with what I already had on my own.  The hardest part is deciding how to organize them in a fashion where I'll be able to locate them if I'm working on a particular topic.

I'm anxious to get my library all set up as I'd like to be able to sit in the recliner I've put in there and spend time reading.  In sorting through the books I'm finding far, far too many that I want to read immediately.  LOL

May this week find you all richly blessed and thank you for stopping by and taking the time to read my ramblings.

In God's absolute and unending Love & Grace,
Roy

What a beautiful country church, I wish I knew where it is.
WmRoy Karlen

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Prayers for friends and loved ones.

There can be do greater calling than to be called forth to
service to our Lord.  All of us Christians receive this calling,
will you respond?
Well this week has started off as a challenging one already.  However mixed within it all have been some moments of joy and celebration.

Sunday afternoon I went to Sunset Hills Baptist Church to witness the Ordination Celebration for my good friend (the new) Reverend Jason Workman.  Jason has taken a nontraditional path to ordination and this event was the culmination of many years of work and study for Jason.  I'm very proud of Jason and I can only hope to someday be half the man he is as an advocate of Christ.

Sadly though afterwards in visiting with my friend Tasha Helms I learned that my mentor Rev. Robert Molby's wife Fayetta had been taken to the hospital just that morning.  Fayetta has just recently been diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer.  I had already been trying to work my way over to talk to Bob about Fayetta but as soon as I learned this Tasha and I both immediately sought him out to learn more and to give what little comfort we might be allowed to give through God's assistance.  At that time Bob had little information other than she had been in considerable pain that morning and so he took her to the Emergency Room at Lakeside Hospital.  This morning I see on Bob's Facebook page that she has a bladder infection and some internal bleeding from an unknown source.  The Doctor's are hopeful though that she'll be home for the fourth.  Bob and Fayetta are blessed with a wonderful family and I know that their children and grandchildren will be happy to have Fayetta home with them to celebrate.  Please pray for Fayetta and for her treatments both for the cancer, the infection and for whatever is causing the bleeding.

Yesterday morning I awoke to some very sad news.  My friend and gym mate Brandon Stewart (who owns New Dawn Nutrition here in Omaha) posted that he had lost his Mother.  Brandon's Mother put in a three year battle with Pancreatic Cancer and I am deeply saddened because Brandon and I had been discussing how he and his brother were going to take some time off and go and spend a few days with their Mom.  Brandon is a Professional Men's Physique Competitor and has just done two (a week apart) back to back National shows.  In the first one in Las Vegas he finished at the top of his class and took second overall, at the second show (the larger of the two) in Los Angeles, he won his class and won the overall.  Brandon dedicated his win on Saturday to his Mom and I am so sorry and sad that he wasn't able to get down to see her in time.  I'm not sure if he talked to her after his win but I pray that he was able to.  Please pray for Brandon and his whole family I know he is genuinely hurting, even when you know the time is short it still is a terrible blow to lose a parent.

Never pass up a chance to visit your parents or children.  None of us knows how much time we have left in this world and don't put things off until it's just too late.  I'll be going back home myself for my 35th High School Reunion in about a week and a half and I will now make doubly sure to go and spend a bit of time talking to Mom.  I am very fortunate in that my own Mother is in excellent health (nothing like good genes!) but nonetheless she will be 87 in just a bit over a month and that's a good age for anyone man or woman.  I pray I'll be blessed with her being here with all of us Karlen kid's though for many, many more years.  If anyone I know should make it to 100 it would have to be my Mother.

No matter how old we get we always have a special connection to our Mothers.  That's not to say that some do not have strained relationships or even down right dysfunctional relationships with their Mothers, but in the end we should strive just as God strives, to reconcile our broken relationships with all people and who more so than with the very person that gave birth to you.  Again, this attachment and desire to be close to our Mother is a lifelong attachment.  I remember my Grandfather Fletcher telling me not too long before he passed away that he wished he could just lay down on the couch beside his mother once again and lay his head on her lap like he did when he was a little boy.  Just hearing him say those words again in my memory literally brings tears to my eyes.

A Mother's love is a love for all time, just like the love of our Lord

Yesterday Maddie had a pretty good scare.  Our oldest dog is our Cocker Spaniel 'Gracie', we've had Gracie ever since Maddie was 5 years old.  I doubt Maddie can really remember Gracie not being there and Gracie has always been the most attached to Maddie.  She follows her around the house and sleeps most of the time in Maddie's room.  If Maddie is home Gracie is most likely right there with her.  Well Gracie has since she was a puppy had occasional seizures.  Yesterday she had a very bad and very long seizure, afterwards she was unresponsive and her breathing was irregular.  Maddie was very scared and was crying afraid that Gracie was dying.  Gail took off at lunch and ran home to check on them both.  Fortunately by that time Gracie was breathing better but she was obviously very wore out from the exertion of the seizure and it wasn't until late in the evening that she seemed to be back to normal.

I told Maddie that she needs to understand that Gracie is an old girl and that it's possible that at some point her old body won't be able to handle one of these seizures.  I know one of Maddie's greatest fears is losing her puppy and it breaks my heart to know that it could happen anytime.  One of the things about being a farm kid like I am is you are used to the death of animals and you understand that it's just part of having animals around.

Maddie with Gracie, Maddie must be about 13 in this photo.
WmRoy Karlen photo

Creath and Maddie with Gracie when Gracie is a new arrival.
Maddie would be 5 in this photo and Creath 8 years old.
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Maddie and Gracie in Maddie's Room.
Not sure how old Maddie is in this photo, she must be around 7 or so.
WmRoy Karlen photo
On Friday last week Gail and I went to the Bank of the West Concert at Memorial Park.  This was another huge show with the news saying an estimated 75,000 took in the show.  I really do not doubt that estimate, however Gail and I were able to find seating within view of the stage.  That really surprised me as we didn't get there until just a few minutes before the opening act started.  We just kept moving forward and spotted a place between two groups where we could easily fit in our folding chairs.

The opening act was a young woman named Morgan Leigh and her band.  She did a great job and I enjoyed her show though I found some of her lyrics and antics to be a bit risque but, I do realize that I have become a bit of a prude.  This risque style is of course common amount country acts which is what her style was.  Gail did question why they had a country act open for Loverboy and Pat Benatar .  Loverboy came on next and Gail immediately let out a laugh.  Before the show she had asked if I thought Mike Reno would come out in leather pants, I said I hoped not.  Well neither of us realized that he has gotten rather large in his later years and the sight of him caused Gail to laugh.  I think it also crushed some of her perceptions from her youth.

Pat Benatar and her husband Neil Giraldo were the headliner and I have to say they put on a whale of a show!  Neil Giraldo is still an amazing guitar player and it was impressive to watch and listen to him play.  I have to say it's great to see a couple that have been together so long on stage and appearing to still enjoy each other as well as loving what they're doing.

I'll confess that listening to these old songs brings back a strange mixture of joy and sadness.  Music strikes such a strong emotional cord and has so many memories attached to it that it's impossible to not be transported back at some point.  We all have good memories and not so good memories, things we are thankful for and things that we regret.  Thankful we are surrounded by a grace filled God and those events that we hold in regret will not be held against us.  For God's all encompassing and enveloping Grace is there for us, just waiting for us to recognize it and to reach for it.  Praise God!

I'm anxious for my upcoming 35th High School Reunion on July 12 & 13.  It will be so good to go back home and see old friends and family.  I'm hoping some of my friends that have not been to past reunions will make it this time.  I've reached out to several and asked them to come but whether or not they actually will show remains a mystery.  I have been asked to give a prayer at the banquet on Saturday night so I really need to sit down soon and put together just what I'd like to try and get across to my old classmates.

With that, I need to run for today.  May this day find you all engulfed in the Love of Christ and the Grace of God the Father.

Many, many blessings to you all!
Roy

The Lutheran Church in the small South Dakota town of Gayville.





Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Creath's Theology Paper

Last Thursday I went to Sioux Falls to listen to my son Creath present a paper at a Conference on the Campus of the University of Sioux Falls.  A select group of Junior and Senior students had been invited to submit papers to this function, and Creath was selected to be one of those who presented a paper during a session focused on African American Studies.  I've copied into this post his entire paper, I think he did a great job and the whole time I was there listening I was thinking, "I wish Jesse was here to hear this".  I am very proud of Creath he is a highly intelligent (wherever did he get that from... LOL) young man and has some brilliant insights.  He is so much higher evolved than I was at his age that I am incredibly humbled and extremely proud.

Here is his paper:

Creath Karlen
THE 490
Dr. Hitchcock
Slave Theology
19 March 2013
Justification of Violence used by American Slaves
            The words ‘slave’ or ‘slavery’ conjure up within us many images and emotions, none of which could be described as positive. The history of slavery is one filled with dark and gruesome images that most would like to pretend had never and do not still happen to this day. However, the violence and bloodshed was not always been perpetrated by the slave owners, but just as the slave owners could treat their slaves violently, the slaves themselves at times responded with violence. David Walker provides one example of this in his Appeal in Four Articles; Together with a Preamble, to the Coloured Citizens of the World, but in Particular, and Very Expressly, to Those of the United States of America, written in 1829, where he cites a newspaper reporting on a group of slaves who had turned violent against the men driving them, which resulted in the deaths of two of the three men.[1] There are many questions which could be raised in regard to this sort of event and the primary focus of this paper will be to address the following question: how justified were the slaves in acting violently against their owners? While in today’s America we no longer have proper slaves, we still find people who are under forms of oppression within our culture and across other cultures as well. Addressing the issue from a Christian prospective, this paper explains how violence is in fact not justified but rather shows an attempt to become independent from God by relying on one’s self in these situations, and in fact all other situations where violence might seem to be an appropriate response. To show this, the paper will focus on two biblical passages: first the Exodus, focusing exclusively on the events leading up to the Israelites’ escape from Egypt where we find examples both of man issued violence and its consequences as well as God issued violence and the results that follow from this. The second passage will be Luke xxii.36-38; it is here that we find instruction given directly from Jesus on the matter of trusting in God rather than partaking in violence[2]. Having looked at these two sources, I will then compare them to modern thinkers.
            In the Exodus, we are given a story of the mass escape of a nation from the bonds of slavery to a tyrant. It is a condition that the escaping nation of Israel had been in for the past four hundred years and during which they were subject to the violence of the Egyptians daily. Despite this, Moses’ task in freeing the Israelites was not one that was meant to involve violence issued from his own hands or the hands of the Israelites. Violence against the Egyptians is first suggested in iii.19-20 where God makes Moses aware that Pharaoh will certainly not allow a single one of them to leave unless force is used against him. However, it is not anything that the Israelites will do that will cause Pharaoh to let them go but a direct action of God that we are told will result in the release of the Israelites from their bondage. After Moses and Aaron had embarked to return to Egypt, Moses is again given instruction on what to do once they have arrived. In Exodus iv.22-23 we have again a foretelling of what will happen once Moses has confronted Pharaoh, here God anticipates the tenth plague that will befall Egypt and claim the firstborn of every household outside of the covenant family. Once again we have foretelling of violence that will be used against the Egyptians in order to free the Israelites and just as in iii.20, it is not from the hand of Israel that the violence will come from but it is the hand of God that will inflict violence upon the Egyptians. These instances in the Exodus story along with Moses’ commission, give clear understanding that in this case violence was not a method to be used by the Israelites against the Egyptians and that should any violence be used, it would be directly from the hand of God against those who had enslaved his people.
            Further evidence of this is found even prior to Moses’ first encounter with God. The first story told of Moses’ adult life begins in Exodus ii.11 where we read of his encounter with an Egyptian task-master who is beating an Israelite slave. Having made sure that no one was within sight of the place, Moses enters into the conflict and strikes down the Egyptian, killing him, and then proceeds to hide the body in the sands. While it might be a ridiculous idea to think that the death of one task-master might free the countless enslaved, Moses undoubtedly has in mind the wellbeing of the slave who he is attempting to rescue. Even so, it is clear to see that nothing in fact comes of his actions here except for his fast approaching flight from Egypt in order to evade Pharaoh’s wrath. There are two forms of violence in the first chapters of Exodus, from which we can see the consequences of what happens when violence is used. In the first instance, it is manmade violence, man-to-man violence which is stirred up from the independent actions of man; the violence is issued from man from a trust and dependence upon himself to achieve the desired results. In the second instance, violence does not come from man at all – in fact there is no human factor involved in the issuing forth of that violence – it is directly from God and requires a dependence on God. Had the Israelite slaves not been dependent in this event and rather taken the violence into their own hands, as Moses had already done, then we can expect that any effort to free them would have failed as well.  From this we can see that good is seemingly not a possibility when man acts violently against his fellow man, that even in this most extreme of circumstances it is futile when that violence comes from man’s dependence upon himself. Justice from violence only occurs in the Exodus when the Israelites place themselves at the mercy of God and allow for the violence to be issued from the hands of God alone against those guilty of injustice, without any effort on their own part.
            In Luke xxii.36-38 we have a New Testament comparison to the Exodus passage, one that displays a dependence upon God rather than a dependence upon ourselves through violence. This passage opens with Jesus having just reminded the disciples of the previous times in which they were sent out and were told to bring nothing with them[3] because they would be provided these things along the way. This is the first instance in which they are being told to have these things with them prior to setting off and is the only time when the mention of a sword is included. However this passage is to be read, whether taking what Jesus is saying as literal instruction to carry a sword or as a figurative clue, it is an indication of trial to come. In this aspect, we can relate it to the condition of the Israelites and likewise to the Black American slaves. This relation though should not be seen as an excuse or permission for either party to use aggressive force but only to act in self-defense; that is if we choose to read it literally. If we do choose to read it literally, the passage is read as saying that in the up-coming trials they are to face, self-defense is such a necessity that all other things are secondary and they must be willing to give up even what they are wearing in order to stay alive.[4] However, this view, while being the most straightforward, does not stand up when put in conversation with other passages where Jesus speaks on violence – most notably at his arrest in the garden of Gethsemane in Luke xxii.49-51.[5] This view also does not correspond to the way that the disciples actually did respond when confronted by violence and hostility after the resurrection and ascension of Jesus. When faced with persecution, none of the disciples resorted to violence.
In Gethsemane, we see Jesus scolding his disciples for resorting to violence, not advocating a form of self-defense. The passage reads more appropriately when put in a figurative light. [As Leon Morris says,] When we do this, it becomes [quote] “Jesus’ graphic way of bringing it home that the disciples face a situation of grave peril. ‘Because He was not thinking of their weapons, the disciples require that courage which regards a sword as more necessary than an upper garment and surrenders even its last possession, but cannot give up the struggle.’”[6] [end quote] Jesus’ death is coming fast upon them and there are few things in the struggle that the disciples will come to face as a result that are more necessary to preserve than their faith and commission. The necessity to preserve their faith and their commission is so great that they must be willing to sacrifice everything else so that their faith and commission can continue and spread. This is surely not instruction advocating violence then, but rather one advocating the preservation of one’s faith despite the violence they may come to face in the near future. This is only possible, however, by doing as the Israelites had done before them by placing everything they have in the hands of God and becoming dependent upon God rather than themselves.
            However, it is this instruction that the disciples misunderstood and likewise can be misunderstood by us as well if careful attention is not given to what Jesus is saying here. In xxii.38 the disciples make their response to his instruction to them saying simply, “See, Lord, here are two swords.” The misunderstanding becomes all too clear with the words Jesus utters to them next, “That is enough.”[7] With these words, Jesus both shows the misunderstanding of the disciples and ends the discussion on the matter altogether. His response hints to us his frustration with his disciples for their inability to apprehend what it is he is saying, their dullness has made them unable to hear his words.[8] [According to Leon Morris,] While the disciples [quote] “spoke in terms of this world’s arms and said they could only muster two swords. Jesus’ response, It is enough, means not, ‘Two will be sufficient’ but rather, ‘Enough of this kind of talk!’”[9][end quote] They have sorely missed the point.
             From both the Exodus and the Gospel of Luke, there are two distinct and yet intertwined purposes given for non-violence. From the Exodus, we see an enslaved Israel, who finds herself in a condition much like that of the Black American slaves. In their escape from captivity and oppression they are moved forward only by a reliance upon God rather than taking matters into their own hands to violently overthrow their worldly-masters. This is seen most strikingly in comparing human action – what Moses would do – to divine action – what God actually did. Had the Israelites relied solely upon human action, on their own hands, we can assume from the consequences of Moses’ actions that their condition would only have worsened. Only relying upon divine action realizes the promise of God to rescue them from the hands of the Egyptians. In the Gospel of Luke, we see the disciples who will soon find themselves being hunted down, much like the escaped slave, but who are told to remain faithful to the very end at any cost. When they do resort to violence at Gethsemane, even in what they might see as self-defense, they are scolded by Jesus for having missed the point.
            In order to help clarify how just it is for a slave to use violence against his master, we look further to Stanley Hauerwas’ discussion of war and its morality. The assumption can be made here that the violence of slaves upon their masters is a rational violence, that is to say that they are not acting out violently for no purpose but have as their primary motive their human rights which have been taken captive by their owners. From this assumption we can then compare the “violence” of the slaves to those actions that take place during a war because war, as described as war rather than mere violence, appears to have a different moral evaluation than simple violence. [Hauerwas explains,] [quote] “At the very least, war denotes purposive human activity that violence does not always imply.”[10] [end quote]
However, even though this sort of violence does seem to serve a moral ends it does not appear to be the best Christian ethical response to the problem at hand. Hauerwas, in his essay Should War Be Eliminated? A Thought Experiment applies eschatology to this problem of moral violence in order to help us see that while violence certainly is an option, it is not the option most suited or most advisable for the Christian. [In this essay Hauerwas states] [quote]
Thus the Christian must live between the vision of the reign of God and its concrete realization in history. Any ethical response to war must be worked out in light of this tension. Christians may take different stances about war as they move toward the realization of God’s kingdom in history, but all Christians will “find in any violent situation the consequences of sin: not only sinful patterns of domination, oppression or aggression, but the conflict of values and interests which illustrate the limitations of a sinful world.”[11][end quote]
Violence then, understood as a result of sin rather than the sin itself, only exists because of sin, because of man’s effort to make his own way. We see this in Exodus with the behavior of Moses in attacking the Egyptian; in an effort to do things his own way Moses attacks and kills another man thinking some good might come from it, but because it was done of his own accord as an effort to pave his own path rather than depending on God to find a solution rather than himself, the action has a negative result.
            If violence is not the ethical answer in this eschatological age, what then is the correct answer to violence? In the case of the Israelite slaves, their freedom from Egypt was only made possible by their reliance upon God for their rescue, rather than taking matters into their own hands. This meant for them to patiently wait for God’s business to reach the point at which they were able to escape, and once they had, to further rely upon God’s assistance, and when violence was needed to allow it to be issued by God rather than themselves. For the disciples, Jesus gave them instruction saying that soon they would come to face persecution because of him and when they were faced with this violence that they must be ready to sacrifice everything else for the sake of protecting their faith and their mission. Hauerwas, as did Jesus, advocates pacifism and non-violence, saying that [quote] “Christian nonresistance is a form of discipleship to Jesus, not in a legalistic way but rather ‘as he is, so are we in this world’ (1 John 4:17). Such discipleship is inherently eschatological,”[12][end quote] for it is only in relation with God’s future that nonresistance is meaningful.
            So, can we say that a slave is justified in killing his master? The answer seems to be a resounding ‘no’ from these three voices. This act, from the perspective of Exodus, is to take matters into your own hands which rightfully belong to God. It is God’s duty in the Exodus to act as the rescuer, not the Israelite slaves whose duty is to rely upon God and maintain their faith in the God of their fathers, this is done for them by allowing for God to lead them away from violence rather than partaking in the violence themselves. Luke echoes this idea saying that it is the duty of the disciples to maintain their faith at any cost and to spread that faith, not to strike at or kill those who oppose it, which only acts against their purpose by imposing their own purpose for the faith they wish to spread into that faith. While it is an option to act violently against their oppressors, I believer Martin Luther King, Jr. was right when he said, [quote] “the nonviolent approach does something to the hearts and souls of those committed to it. It gives them new self-respect. It calls up resources of strength and courage that they did not know they had. Finally, it so stirs the conscience of the opponent that reconciliation becomes a reality.”[13]
Bibliography
Hauerwas, Stanley. The Hauerwas Reader. Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2001.
King, Martin Luther, Jr. Strength to Love. Philadelphia: Fortress Press, 1981.
Morris, Leon. The Gospel According to St. Luke: An Introduction and Commentary by Leon Morris. London: Inter-Varsity Press, 1977.
Rice, Edwin W. People’s Commentary on the Gospel According to Luke. Philadelphia: The Union’s Book Agency, 1889.
Walker, David. Walker’s Appeal, in Four Articles; Together with a Preamble, to the Coloured Citizens of the World, but in Particular, and Very Expressly, to Those of the United States of America. Massachusetts: 1829.




[1] David Walker, Walker’s Appeal, in Four Articles; Together with a Preamble, to the Coloured Citizens of the World, but in Particular, and Very Expressly, to Those of the United States of America (Massachusetts: 1829), 26-27.
[2] All Bible references or quotes are taken from the NIV Study Bible.
[3] This first occurs in Luke ix.3 and second in Luke x.4.

[4] Edwin W. Rice, People’s Commentary on the Gospel According to Luke (Philadelphia: The Union’s Book Agency, 1889), 290.

[5] Leon Morris, The Gospel According to St. Luke: An Introduction and Commentary by Leon Morris (London: Inter-Varsity Press, 1977), 310.

[6] Morris, The Gospel According to St. Luke, 310.

[7] The NIV translates this, “That’s enough!”

[8] Rice, People’s Commentary on the Gospel According to Luke, 291.

[9] Morris, The Gospel According to St. Luke, 311.
[10] Stanley Hauerwas, The Hauerwas Reade (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2001), 394.

[11] Hauerwas, 401.

[12] Hauerwas, 437.

[13] Martin Luther King, Jr., Strength to Love (Philadelphia: Fortress Press, 1981), 151.



On the way home I stopped and took a couple of photos of country churches.  Here are two beautiful Lutheran Churches in South Dakota.  

In His Love and Glory,
Roy





Monday, April 22, 2013

Missionary, Preaching and misc things...



Well this Sunday we attended Benson Baptist.  Pastor Paul Marine did not preach instead we had a presentation from a missionary.  Becky Mann presented information on the current state of her and her husband Mike's work in Thailand.  I have met Mike before and heard him speak of their work in Thailand.  They have done marvelous things there with Becky working with handicapped children and Mike working on acquiring reliable water sources and helping the farmers to establish coffee plantations.  She reported that they are now up to producing 200 tons annually on the farms they have helped establish.  They not only work with establishing the water and farms they also work to find markets for the coffee.  Currently Starbucks is their largest customer however they are selling their coffee to many other countries as well as here in the USA.

I've always been impressed with the Mann's and what they've accomplished and when the day finally comes that God figures out where he wants to utilize me I fully intend to urge our congregation to support the Mann's. (if they aren't already that is)

Mann's Missionary work in Thailand.

Please read about Mike and his wife and if you're so inclined please send them some support.  Their mission has been fruitful but still has much to do and needs all our support.

I'm scheduled to preach at the Walnut Grove Baptist Church in Council Bluffs on May 5th and I'm really looking forward to visiting them.  They are a small congregation but from what I have been told they are a very tightly knit and devoted group.  That is the weekend for our May ELM class so on the 3rd & 4th I'll be in Hastings.  I'll use the evening of the 3rd to practice my sermon in the motel room.

My brother Merrill and his wife Karen will be visiting us that weekend as they are planning to attend the Berkshire Hathaway Annual Stockholder Meeting here in Omaha that weekend.  Since I'll be out of town Maddie and Gail will get to go with Merrill and Karen as their guests to take in the festivities at the meeting.  This will be the second time Gail has been able to go with them and unfortunately I will once again not be able to experience this event.  I'm a bit jealous but there is no way I can afford to miss an ELM class at this stage of the game.


We had two different handy-men stop by to give us estimates on replacing the carpet upstairs with flooring.  We purchased all the materials a while back when they were on sale at Menard's.  Hoping to have that project finished before Maddie's graduation party June 1st.  

Maddie has decided on attending UNL and will be majoring in Psychology.  She is extremely excited about going to college and has been working very hard both in school and at her two jobs.  She's a very good worker and both Gail and I are extremely proud of her.

I spent most of the rest of the day reading and meditating in preparation for the sermon I will give on May 5th.  After Maddie came home from work she and I went to the gym together and caught a workout.  It was a leg night for me and I've drastically dropped the amount of weight I'm using but also drastically upped the number of reps I'm doing.  I've also upped the number of reps I'm doing for my lower back and abdomen.

With all the craziness going on in Boston this past week I would encourage you all to remember to continue to pray for all those affected.  It was stunning to see the entire city basically shut down while they pursued the one young terrorist.  Sadly they now know that it was a larger group and that some of the members are still at large.  Please also pray that the authorities will catch all those involved before there is any more killing and destruction.  It is hard for most of us to wrap our brains around the amount of hatred that is required to place a bomb literally at the feet of an eight year old boy, I think we should all praise God that we cannot relate to this...

May you all be well, blessed and safe in the Lord!

In His constant care & absolute grace,
Roy

Sunday, April 14, 2013

ELM (Educating Lay Ministry) Class - "Preach-A-Thon"



I've been remiss once again and haven't blogged much lately.  Several times I've thought about coming over and posting an update but for one reason or another I just didn't get over to get it done.

So here's the run down on the Churches we've visited lately:
Sunday before Easter - St. Paul's Lutheran
Maundy Thursday - St. Paul's Lutheran
Easter Sunday - Benson Baptist
Sunday after Easter - First Baptist Church of Omaha
Today - well today we slept in and skipped church

This weekend (April 12 & 13) was the ELM programs 'Preach-A-Thon' for those of us in ELM 7. We were each given a section of verses from the book of Acts and asked to prepare a sermon on that scripture.  It was a very interesting program with so many different styles and deliveries rifled one after another.  Six of us preached on Friday night and the remaining eight preached on Saturday. (one of our class members wasn't able to attend this class and will have to make it up when the class is offered again)

I was the fourth to preach on Friday night and I covered the first fourteen verses of the first chapter.  I do have a disc with the sermon but for some reason it won't load directly to the blog.  I'll have to try and remember how to use 'Youtube'.  I set up an account on there months ago but haven't logged on since so I'll have to go and mess with that later in the week.

All in all it was a good class though pretty stressful and exhausting.

After having spent all evening Friday and much of Saturday listening to Sermons I decided to forgo Church today in lieu of getting some extra shut eye.  For the last three days I've run on very little sleep and it was really catching up to me so I opted to get a couple extra hours of sleep today.  I spent some quiet time instead reading in the Bible and reading some prayers to myself.  Honestly after spending so much time immersed in the stress of the 'Preach-A-Thon' I needed some time to de-load and re-load.  Listening intently to that many sermons is honestly a great deal of work.  And when you add to that preaching a sermon before an instructor and your peers the stress is more than I bargained for.

Today, we all three ran downtown today to attend a 'Health & Fitness Expo' down at the CenturyLink Center.  It was a real disappointment to me as most of the stuff (99%) had little to do with either health or fitness.  We ended up buying Gail a dress and Maddie a handbag... certainly NOT what I expected to come away from the event with.  Not going to bother with attending this expo in the future.  (unless I decide I need a pet psychic or I want to learn about my past lives that is... LOL)

On our way there I got a phone call asking me to Preach at a church in a nearby town on the first weekend of May.  Which I gladly accepted, now I need to set about writing a sermon for them.  I don't think the sermon I used in Hasting would be the best fit for this particular congregation so I will come up with something new.  Since it will be 'communion sunday' for them I may well cover the meaning and symbolism of communion.  It's a small congregation and I rather suspect that they've scarcely if ever have been exposed to a message of communion beyond the 'sacrificial sacrifice'.  More than likely that's the direction I'll take but I'll continue to pray and meditate over it and see if that's the direction I'm supposed to take on that given day for that given congregation.

I had a good workout this evening.  I had taken a week off in order to let my shoulders have a bit of a break, and it had been many months since I'd taken anytime off so it was much needed.  Tonight I decided to completely switch up my program and threw in all new movements for chest and back.  I'll keep my heavy leg/ab night, arms/shoulder night, and light leg/ab night the same, but chest/back had been stalling out on me so it was time for a switch up.

One of the members of our ELM group asked all of us in ELM to commit to saying the Lord's Prayer everyday for 40 days.  This isn't a problem for me as I've been known to pray the Lord's Prayer several times a day.  I've kind of gotten away from that recently so perhaps it was a good reminder for me to get back into the habit of just dropping it into my day whenever I can.



And I will close this blog post with another photo of a lovely country church.

May you all be blessed!

In His Absolute Grace and Forgiveness,
Roy





What an amazingly beautiful photograph!

Monday, March 18, 2013

Interesting Weekend

Yesterday morning when we woke up Gail wasn't feeling well and decided she wasn't up to going to Church.  So I seized on this as a opportunity to go and visit a new congregation.  I've been wanting to go and visit the 'Miracle Hills Baptist Church' for a while now and so I took this as my chance to go see them.  I have never been to Miracle Hills and so I had no idea what to expect.  This is a church that had a few problems with their previous Pastor and which has just in the last six months or so found a new Minister.

Well I wasn't even in the door yet when I was approached by the first person welcoming me to the church.  To say this is a friendly and warm greeting congregation would be a tremendous understatement.  I shook many hands just getting to a place in the pew.  During their greeting time they actually call on all guests to stand and introduce themselves.  They spend a good amount of time greeting one another and one lady even came up and gave me a big hug.  I met the Pastor and his wife who both sought me out to welcome me.  It's a mixed racial congregation but the new Pastor and I'd say easily over half of the congregation are African American.  When I introduced myself I mentioned that I was preparing for the Ministry and was just going around town visiting different congregations worship services.  I've been told that African American congregations are always very excited to have members of the clergy visit and so I have to wonder if that wasn't part of the reason that so many sought me out to welcome me.  At any rate if you want to visit a Church and feel right at home and valued from the moment you walk in the door go see Miracle Hills Baptist, you won't be disappointed.

Their new Pastor Dylon Young is a very animated and energetic preacher.  He has a good speaking voice and delivers a good sermon, he was however far too long in his presentation taking just over 45 minutes from start to finish.  He tackled a tough bit of scripture and gave it a good go but honestly I think he avoided the hardest part of the text and just brushed it off.  I don't want to get into the practice of 'correcting' other Ministers so I'll just leave it at that.  I will add that it seems to me the bottom line of his personal theology is 'The Devil is at the door.  My own personal theology is 'The Devil is in the mirror', I think these differences are stark and we'd be far better off if we'd stop blaming some monolithic 'Evil' and start focusing on our own individual 'Evil' and the corporate (masses not businesses) 'Evil' that comes about in society.  I am completely convinced that if you want to see 'Satan' just look in the mirror.  That's the evil you need to concern yourself with not some mythic beast that you feel is trying to lead you astray.  We all lead ourselves astray with our egos and sinful desires.  We'd be far, far ahead if we taught people to take responsibility for their actions and not blame something else for their evil acts.  I can tell you that every single act of evil I've ever committed came from my own ego, anger, lust, and pride.  The only 'Satan' involved was the one staring back at me in the mirror.

After church I ran home had a bite to eat and went out to pick up the hardware I need for a unusual install that I had to do the next day.  I had to run to several stores to find everything I needed and once I was done with that I swung by 'Half Price Books'.  Even though I need more books like I need another hole in my head I found three books that I felt were calling my name. Honestly, I should be proud of myself for limiting myself to just three.  LOL  The books I picked up were;
        "Writing In The Sand, Jesus, Spirituality and The Soul of the Gospels" - by Thomas Moore
        "Rescuing the Bible from Fundamentalism, a Bishop Rethinks the Meaning of Scripture" - by John Shelby Spong
        "Paul Was Not a Christian, the Original Message of a Misunderstood Apostle" - by Dr. Pamela Eisenbaum

The book by Spong is about 20 years old but is still well worth reading.  Spong is one of the bigger names in Liberal Theology and I have yet to read one of his books.  This one sounds very interesting to me and may well be the first of the three books that I dive into.

The book on Paul is written by an author who is a practicing Jew who teaches in a Christian seminary.  This one is also very interesting to me as it addresses one of my favorite things to point out to people; that neither Jesus nor Paul had any intention of starting a new religion.

All in all, Sunday was a busy day for me, besides everything I've already relayed, I did three loads of laundry, cooked up a pot of chili, and went to the gym and did a heavy leg workout.  I was very happy with my workout as I hit a personal best on the Leg Press, managed to push 1,080 lbs (plate weight only, I have no idea what the carriage weighs).  I was happy but pretty shot after hitting the Leg Press so I just did a few sets of isolation work on legs, visited with some of my 'gym rat friends' and headed home.


I do want to also talk a little bit about my day on Saturday.  Saturday they had the fourth annual 'UNO UFO Symposium' up at the UNO (University of Nebraska at Omaha) Campus.  I went to this event the year before last but only took in a portion of the day, this year I worked it out to spend the entire day.  I'll confess that I've had a life long interest in this subject and I have seen three different UFOs in my life.  Now I will point out that I do not believe these crafts are from other worlds, I believe they are military in nature.  Sadly, most (if not all) the speakers and attendees at the symposium are of the mind that these objects are visitors from other worlds, times, or dimensions.

The first presentation was actually about Ghosts and not about UFO's.  I found this to be very interesting and the members of the 'UNO Paranormal Society' are trying to use science to capture evidence of the paranormal.  Personally, I'm not at all convinced that the phenomena known as 'ghosts' has anything to do with dead spirits.  I'm suspicious that if there is anything to this at all it has to do with Quantum Physics and either 'time' or 'dimensions'.  Either it's a disturbance in time or it's a point where alternate dimensions overlap, or more likely there's nothing to it at all.

The second speaker went over some personal insights into the phenomena of UFO's.  Honestly I got nothing out of it at all, he was attempting to tie together Quantum Physics, the Standard Model of Physics and UFO's.  Yet he is just a layman and honestly has little better understanding of these fields than I do. It was all in all just a filler.

The third speaker covered the history of UFO sightings in Nebraska and Iowa.  I heard this very same presentation at the previous symposium that I attended and so I was disappointed that there was nothing new offered up.

After lunch the fourth speaker took the floor.  This segment was about 'Alien Abductions'.  I honestly feel a great deal of sadness and pity for those that claim abductions.  I'm totally convinced that these events are all psychological in nature and have to do with suppressed memories and sleep paralysis.  Likely some of these suppressed memories have to do with terrible events and again I just can't help but feel incredible sadness when listening to their stories, even though I do not believe for a second that there are any Aliens involved.

This fifth speaker was Dave Pares, a professor at UNO.  He along with a physics grad student have been working on 'Micro Space Warps'.  At the symposium they announced results from an experiment they have successfully run five times which demonstrates a space warp on a micro level.  This alone was worth the time to attend for the entire day.  Finally a speaker who was actually presenting something that was rooted in science and who had documented his results.  Dave and his grad student are working on scaling their experiments up and if they're able to recreate this on a larger scale, well then we're talking about a world changing event.

The Keynote Speaker is well known in the world of UFO's, Dr. Jack Kasher, UNO Professor Emeritus of Physics and Astronomy.  Unfortunately, I think Dr. Kasher is just too easy to pull the wool over on.  His talk consisted mainly of his meeting with a shadowy figure who told him all these wild claims of unbelievable technology that he was working with.  Oh and the guy also spent a year studying in the Vatican Library.  In my opinion the guy he was talking to was a master con man and Dr. Kasher has a personality that is just easily swayed.  After listening to his presentation I'm more convinced than ever that the UFO phenomena is completely terrestrial and is military in nature.  Perhaps the military already has technology along the lines of the findings reported by Dave Pares in his presentation.

All in all the day was much like my last visit to the UNO Symposium, it was a day of people watching and a time to contemplate just what is it about humans that we will concoct and even convince ourselves of the craziest things.  I suspect that we all have a need to be recognized in some field and these individuals have found their 'home' here and the wilder their stories the more they are looked up to like 'rock stars'.  In many ways it makes one sad to think about the frailty of the human psyche.

So, it was an unusual but throughly enjoyable weekend.  LOL 

May you all have a wonderful and blessed week and in a couple days have a great spring.

In His Abiding Love & Grace,
Roy